Prepare to be bombarded by my (or those stolen by me) pictures, words, snapshots, memes, thoughts, photos, rants, drawings, and issues.
All the crazy, none of the commitment.
P.S. The rumor that all redheads have a temper is untrue...but I do have one.

Monday, April 30, 2012

Gotye, Sombody That I Used To Know

This is just how I've been feeling...and it's not been a good one

Sing it when I'm angry, sing it when I'm sad. This has been my anthem of late, my heart's cry, scream it out, then whisper it to the empty darkness as tears fall and I drift to sleep.

Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and I feel so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[Kimbra:]
Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
Part of me believing it was always something that I'd done
But I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

[Gotye:]
But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and I feel so rough
And you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[x2]
Somebody
(I used to know)
Somebody
(Now you're just somebody that I used to know)

(I used to know)
(That I used to know)
(I used to know)
Somebody

the jessica story.: my superman.

the jessica story.: my superman.: i love this so much.  i have no idea who wrote it but it is flawless. i want a love like this. He will come into my life like a ...

Rain, rain won't you please stay?





Gentlemen :)


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A real Gentleman is worth the wait...




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Thursday, April 26, 2012

Monday, April 23, 2012

NAPS...


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Yawning and Naps are both Contagious and have No Cure.







My Beautiful Life...

My life isn't perfect, it's not easy, it's not simple, it's not even consistent. My life is like an infant crawling up stairs...every couple steps you slip back a little, stop for a good cry, then push on.
Thank God for that! It's made me strong, persistent, analytical, tenacious, compassionate, and understanding. I know how to stop and smell the roses, enjoy the little moments of pleasure instead of focusing on the bigger moments of dispare.


 
Hot cups of coffee
Getting home right before my favorite show starts
Prayer
Chocolate kisses
Warm blankets

June roses on bloom
No homework
Jeans straight out of the dryer
Worship songs that seem to speak to me
The last bite of lasanga
Long hugs from someone I've missed

My Beautiful Life
and it's small moments of joy

Doesn't this look Fun! ;)

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Go Back To High School

Weird how I have to go to school again in the morning...
I've so enjoyed my senior skip days...
Having my uncle and grandma here, sleeping in (which I never do), making baked goods, staying up later than is healthy, having fruit smoothies in a bowl instead of a cup as my midnight snack, completing senior project, passing senior project, watching dancers at a powwow, eating sushi (trying eel for the first time), holding babies, babysitting kids that I adore, trying new things, finishing homework, attending church earlier than I've been out of bed for four days, sleeping from 6 pm to 9pm, driving in rush hour traffic, completing a shopping trip in ten minutes (cause I dislike shopping)...
Well it's back to the grindstone tomorrow morning 8 am.
Goodbye senior skip week... Hello last grueling month of last never ending year of high school.
What's life without the things you know you need to do, you don't want to do, and you do anyways?

3 E'S and F'S

Friday, April 20, 2012